Language Barrier

Some of you might think that most probably this jerry doesnt have the discipline to maintain this blog. Well, up to certain extent, it's true. However, it's not really like that. I'm currently facing some language barrier in posting the thing i wanted to talk about.

For those who doesnt really know me, I had my early education in Malay school and i had no formal education on Chinese. And, therefore, most of the people think that i couldnt read or write Chinese. Well, they are half right. The reason being so is because i really couldn't write but i could read Chinese characters. Oh ya, i could type Chinese too! haha

Ok, so? what's the issue now? On the 8th April (last Saturday), my laptop adaptor was damaged due to the power overflowing incidence on my level (whole level of my hostel). Later on, i borrowed a laptop from my friend because i needed a laptop to continue with my FYP (Final Year Project) report typing and the FYP itself. The current laptop that im using now doesnt support Chinese typing and thats why i couldnt type in chinese.

I'm not sure how many people agrees with me in this issue (but i think most chinese speaking background should) but i couldnt really express well in English and i always feel it's easier and more accurate to express in Chinese. Therefore, being unable to type Chinese, my intended contents to be blogged just got burried alive!! haha, until i got back my laptop, i might not able to blog effectively...hehe...but of cause, i'll still try even if it's in English ;p

"About Me"

Hi, if you did realize that in my "about me" portion, i didn't really write anything there because i'm not too sure how should i describe myself. Therefore, i'm thinking to seek assistance from all my friends to help me to describe myself.

In communication studies, researches show that one of the self-perception is from social mirror or something like a reflection from people around you. The acceptance level of these comments varies with the relationship of the two person.

Feel free to leave your comments, be it my strengths or my weaknesses, be it you are my close friend or just an acquaintance, all is welcomed. I'll think through all your comments and will draft my "about me" accordingly.

Don't Write Me Off

Artist: Hugh Grant

It’s never been easy for me
To find words to go along, with a melody
But this time there’s actually something, on my mind
So please forgive these few brief awkward lines

Since I’ve met you, my whole life has changed
It’s not just my furniture, you’ve rearranged
I was living in the past, but somehow you’ve brought me back
And I haven’t felt like this since before Frankie said relax

And while I know, based on my track record
I might not seem like the safest bet
All I’m asking you, is don’t write me off, just yet

For years I’ve been telling myself, the same old story
That I’m happy to live off my so called, former glories
But you’ve given me a reason, to take another chance
Now I need you, despite the fact, that you’ve killed all my plants

And though I know, I’ve already blown more chances
Than anyone should ever get
All I’m asking you, is don’t write me off, just yet
Don’t write me off just yet


This song always plays in my mind without i, myself knowing it. hehehe
Nice song. Good lyrics.

I'm a blogger at last

Hi,

Finally, I've become a blogger myself. Although i'm not sure how committed i'll be in maintaining this blog but well, at least this is something that i wanted to do now.

About becoming a blogger, i guess "she" should be the happiest person to know this. You know who you are. Hehe.

Currently, i'm in the middle of the so-called "transition period" (defined by "her"). Everything doesn't seem to go on smoothly. Everything in this world doesn't seem alright.

I felt so weak and helpless. Loneliness devoured my heart, emptiness consumed my sleeps, sadness wolfed down my appetite. Tired, exhausted, confused, directionless, ......

Your eyes are perfectly alright, you are really seeing all these from me.